Uggg...

So, it was my second day at my job and I discovered two things.

1.) I hate learning things. I haven't had to learn things for 10 years. One is always learning, I guess, but you have a base set of knowledge upon which you are building. At the new job I don't have that... and it sucks... BAD. Mostly, I am just confused and my brain feels ouchy. I don't like learning. I just want to know it all already. I should tell myself that it is O.k. to feel like a beginner again... but WTF!!!! I want to feel competent... now!!!

2.) Oh lord, watch out, I have to come out at work. I haven't had to do that for 8 years. Really, I haven't "come out" in about that long. I just assume that everybody knows... or everybody with a head can figure it out. I mean, c'mon people, lets just get with it. For some reason, I am kind of nervous about the whole coming out process. I don't know why I think coming out must be like the picture below... and not some normal process... but I am scared. On the plus side, the U considers homosexuals a protected class... so, you have to like me now, bitches!