My list things I collect.

1.) Jessica Rabbit memorabilia. What started off as pins has turned into other things. I enjoy them all. I enjoy Jessica.

2.) Gnomes. Really, this is a shared collection... and I've not collected any more since the colony had to split... but I do have gnomes.

3.) Underwear. I do so love to buy new underwear. I really don't know why... but I love it.

4.) 7-11 Coffee Cups. I have quite the collection on my desk right now. I'm going to start throwing them away... some day.

5.) San Francisco airplane ticket stubs. Another one is coming to the collection soon.

My list of things that have annoyed me today.

1.) Having to get up at 5:30 a.m. and leave him behind. He was so warm and he felt so good snuggled up next to me. He looked so peaceful as I stumbled about... trying to get ready to go take on the day.

2.) Parents who let their toddler "push the button" or open the door or anything that they are obviously to young to do. I really, REALLY don't want to spend any more time then I have to waiting for your kid to figure out what button to push. And, in his quest to hit the correct floor he ends up hitting 17 other floors that I don't want to stop at. P.S., its not funny, it bugs me. I do not accept your apology. Oh and guess what, your kid is also to young to hold that door open. That door is heavy... your kid is 3 and you have inconvenienced me. Stop it. Why don't you just go ahead and put that kid to work churning out some knock of Rebocks or Louis Vuitton wallets. Your kid is about the right age for that.

3.) Poor planning. I think the planning was poor. I think it was a fail.

4.) I still have no coffee creamer. Yes, I realize, I need to go to the store and buy some. But, I just don't wanna... and for the time being, Chick-a-dees, Ima just bitch about it that I have no creamer and we are going to leave it at that. Thank you very much.

5.) Esther, in all her glory, is yelling at me lately. I feel like she is kind of taking over my life. Esther likes easter candy... and boy oh boy, I have a lot of it around. Damn you Esther, Damn you!!!!

My list of things that have made me sad today.

1.) Finding out that Kings of Leon will be in town... on my birthday no less. I, though, will be home and unable to attend.

2.) The Sarah McLachlan concert. Thinking about missing Kings of Leon has reminded of the Sarah McLachlan concert when she was here on my birthday. This is probably one of the best birthday's I've had... for many reasons... Sarah being in town as one of them. I don't know why thinking about that is making me sad... I think it might be the thought of missed opportunities and good times long past.

I should also point out that, a while ago, I had a list about women I find sexy and just down right attractive... Sarah was left of the list. I would think she probably tops it.

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For some reason this photo, although I find it stunning, is making me sad. One day, I tell myself. One day it will happen.

My list of things that I want.

1.)


Enough said. ALL of it. Now. Let your imaginations run with that for a second and see if you can figure out what I am talking about. Tis probably not what you think.

2.) For it to be May 25th. I know it will get here eventually... but waiting for the date to come is murder. And, there is so much to do between then and now... and I am on brain overload. I just want the date to come so that I may stop stressing.

3.) A group to run with. This is what I really need. A group. It must be a good group.

4.) That bag full of Easter candy I have sitting on my buffet. Its there, I know its there... I know all of that chocolate is calling to me... screaming at me to just come have one piece. Just one. And yet, just one would be all it takes.

My list of things I miss.

1.) Playing. As a kid I played. Outside, inside, make believe... just all of it. Playing as a kid and the simple joy that came from it. Age takes that and I miss it. It was fun.Santa and the Easter bunny and the like. All of it was fun and I had fun as a kid... I miss that.

2.) Buffy. The T.V. series... and the car.

3.) How I felt on the day I got married.

4.) Her... always her.

5.) Him... always him.

My list of interesting things I've learned.

1.) Eddie is 21. I always thought he was older. I love Eddie. Out of all of it... the first time we meet Eddie is my favorite.

2.) Now that I work in Health Care, I recognize when I am receiving poor healthcare. Much like I would notice when I received poor customer service.... now I can see when I am receiving poor healthcare service.

3.) There is a difference between eating healthy food and eating food that is low in calories and fat. Its all about what you fuel your body with. Its all really hard to judge.

4.) I am a fragile peach. Wanna take a bite, Mike?

5.) Being me... being the best me I can be and not apologizing for it, is really REALLY hard.

My list of things I am doing this weekend

1.) Dinner at Chuck-a-Rama. I know I know... but its with his family and I didn't pick it... I just have to go.

2.) Dinner at Braza Grille. I did pick this. I'm excited. I enjoy the Braza Grille... specifically, I enjoy these little cheesey rolls they have. Yummmmmmmm.

3.) Get over this headache thats been plaguing me for the past three days. This headache could be due to MyChart... but Ima struggling with it.

4.) I shall finish up The Gunslinger. My friend Roland, how I love to be in your world again.

5.) Ice cream... at Leatherbys... with my family. I done be excited, Chick-a-dees.