My list of things I wanna do today.

1.) Read/continue reading The Meaning of Matthew by Judy Shepard. If you've not read this, or if you've not heard Judy speak, do your self and your soul a favor and do it...NOW. Never will you meet a woman who has every right to be angry, but turn that into a passion to make the world a better place. Read the book... go to her speaking events... you will be better for it.



2.) Bad things with him. When he walked in, the air went out. ... I don't know who he is, but I know before the night is through, I wanna do real bad things with [him].

3.)Finish up my week and a half long project. Its been long and awful and it will be over tonight...fingers crossed.

4.) Watch Dexter... again. I'll not lie. I was really disappointed in season 3... but season 4 started last night and I was chilled like I was during the first season. Uggg... last nights episode kept me awake last night.

5.) Have it be 26 days from today.

My list of things I like to do

1.) Shun people. Once shunned, I have every right to ignore them. Where as, before, I just ignored them because I'm generally a straigh up A-hole... once shunned, I am within my rights. Thank you, shunning, THANK YOU!!

2.) Walk on the municipal pier in San Francisco. If you haven't done it, do it. A majestic view of the city is provided.

3.) Go to Market Street for dinner. Which I am doing to night. Yummmmm.

4.) See the mummy dance. Oh my dear mummy... Dance for me Dammit.

5.) Watch Glee. I didn't comment on this weeks episode, but it was fantastic. LOVED IT.

My list of things I enjoyed today

1.) Sushi dinner with my dad.

2.) Spending the day with Kate.

3.) Feeling like a valued employee

4.) Trash talking everybody to tried to kick the goal... whether they made it or not.

My list of simple requests

1.) Guy at the gym... wear underwear. I'm not gonna judge if you wanna spend some time checking out the ladies who are working out. I, myself, have been known to check out the guys who are working out. But, please make the choice to wear some kind of underwear... a brief, boxer... a boxer brief even. Underwear keeps everything all nice and snug in one place and goes a LONG way to hiding that reaction you are having to checking out the ladies. So... long story short... go get yourself some Hanes.

2.) Step instructor... lay off the heavy weights. I'm not kidding. If you ask that I pick up the heavy weights one more time, I will hit you with them. I'm not kidding... I'll hit ya.

3.) Express... stop sending me emails. Especially emails that say something to the effect of 'Spend $50.00 to reach the next gift level." I view this as a challenge... like you are daring me to spend that much. And we all know how much I feed the monkey... the monkey starts a'screamin' for food and I just gotta. I can't help myself.

4.) Prospective new boss... hire me right now. This is just an open request to anybody who would be interested in hiring me... and paying me lots of money.

5.) Facebook farmers... stop sending me things. I have no more room. I'm done full up on trees and sheep and pigs and horses and ducks and artichokes. I can't handle any more on my farm... until I can get a bigger farm... but I don't know how to do that... so I'm stuck with the small farm. Oh, and stop asking me to send you things when you've sent me something. In that case its not a gift anymore... its a trade...and I don't believe in trades.

My list of things I just don't wanna do.

1.) Ever see Snooty and the Beast again. I took the sibs to see this mess at Desert Star Playhouse. First, what an incredibly mormon thing for me to do. Second, it just sucked. Plain old sucked. And it seemed to me that the players knew it sucked. They just appeared kind of bored and embarrassed the whole time. Plus it was just a confusing mess. Start to finish. A director and some kind of logical plot could have helped. Oh, and up to date jokes would have been nice.

2.) Update my resume. This is a terrible process and I hate it.

3.) Work. I am having the hardest time getting the motivation to work... on ANYTHING. Even getting this list ready was hard.

4.) Worry about the status of my application anymore. I forget what a miserable process job hunting/applying actually is. I don't like it and I just want it to be over. I try not to dwell on it... but its a pain in the ass sometimes.

5.) Any more laundry. Seriously chick-a-dees. Yesterday was laundry day and you wouldn't think I would have that much... but you would be wrong. All day long with the laundry. But it was all day long with my two... correction three favorite things. Sam and Dean Winchester and Lee Adama. Yumm.

My list of things I am looking forward to enjoying this weekend.

1.) The Utah State Fair. I love the fair.... Love it. But, I haven't gone yet. Normally, I go all the damn time... but not this year for some odd reason. Nothing makes me feel better then looking around at your typical fair-goer and knowing how much better I am then them. I can't wait for this boost of self esteem.

2.) Eating Fair Food. Do it... I dare you. Throw caution to the wind and eat that deep fried something. They aren't sure its food... they aren't sure how it got into the boiling fat... but damn it all.... they are going to serve it up and you are going to eat it.

3.) Going to Desert Star with my sibs. I just hope the show is funny. If not... then this will be suckage.

4.) Not having a cardio class tonight. Seriously, four in one week. WTF was I thinking. It gonna kill me.

5.) Sleeping in tomorrow.

My list of choices

1.) Butterfly farm and shopping OR leisurely day at the beach. Tough decision as both kind of sound fun.

2.) Tell her OR not tell her. An ethical dilemma if I have ever faced one. I've been honest up until now. Does it appear that I am not being honest if I don't tell her the update.

3.) Go to step class OR go home. I don't know why I am torturing myself with four cardio classes a week. UGGGG... it done be hard. And step is the worst.

4.) Develop my training lesson plan OR study up for my certification. I don't really wanna do either. The third option is surf the web.