Josh's Pink Library

A list of random thoughts about her

1.) I miss her, a lot. Not a day goes by that I don't wish it worked out different. If I could find her, right now, and if we were both available, I'd ask her to marry me.

2.) Some of my best memories of my life are dances (both church and school) that I went to with her.

3.) Sometimes, I hate myself for the way I ended it. She deserved a lot better.

4.) Sometimes, when I think of her, I smile and laugh. Sometimes, when I think of her, I cry.

5.) She is the prettiest girl I know, both on the inside and outside.

6.) I kept, and still have, a souvenir glass from old spaghetti factory because its all I have left of her.

7.) If I ever find out she has kids, I will sob, most likely uncontrollably.

8.) I think I'm still in love with her.

9.) I've heard (thank you Sex and the City) that you only get two great loves in life. Sometimes I wonder if she was one of mine.

10.) Attending her wedding reception, and seeing how pretty she looked, standing next to a man who wasn't me and pretending to be happy about it, was the hardest thing I have ever done.

If you know her, tell her I said, 'Hi'.