Josh's Pink Library

My list of personal quirks that have become a giant pain in my ass.

1.) My complete lack of patience. I'm not kidding kids. Patience is a virtue that the good lord... or lords... or whom ever saw fit to bless me with. I have none.... and really... its really becoming more of a hindrance. If only everybody else would think like me... then my lack of patience wouldn't be such a big deal.

2.) Being a Cancer. Cancer the crab... a water sign... which means I am deeply emotional... although you would never know it. The flip side is I hide from everything that I find dangerous or poses a threat. In my case, those items are usually professional. I should do things, but I don't because I don't want to rock the boat. I'd prefer to hide under my desk and let it blow over. Generally, this means I wait for things to get better.

3.) Being a Cancer on the cusp with Leo. Cancer the crab mixed with Leo the line = the king who cries... A LOT. I am affriad of the spot light... but secretly I want everybody to LOVE me... or at least notice me. If they don't, I'll get freaked out and begin questioning why.

4.) My boat load of body image issues. Seriously, ya'll... think about little cancer the crab who just wants to be loved mixed with Leo the lion who demands to be adored. I just wanna feel pretty and have you like me. And also think I am super hot. I think of all of them, this personal quirk limits me the most.

5.) Spending time looking backwards. I find myself looking backwards at what might have been... A LOT. Keeps one focused on the past. Not fun.