1.) Almost complete and total job dissatisfaction. I'm beginning to think that I may have been the exception to the rule at my previous job. I really Really REALLY loved what I did... DID NOT love who i did it with... and I use the term "did it with" quite loosely as this person is one of the laziest people I know... except when it came to keeping track of what i did... she was really diligent about that... oh and she also was really on the spot when it came to changing her wall paper... anywho. I loved that job and now that I am in a job i don't like I'm beginning to realize that a lot of people don't like thier job... and it makes me sad.
2.) Random wetness on your body. I'm not talking about sweat... I'm talking about realizing that your hand is wet and you have no idea where this liquid came from... you just know that you have some kind of moisture now on your hand... and it is ewwww-ey.
3.) Thinks that when their mother calls, she is calling to tell them somebody died. Does this happen to any of you? or is it just me?
4.) Have those moments of true clarity, where you understand "it" all, you get it, you know your place and then its gone and you are left confused again. I had a seminary teacher (yes I went to seminary... mostly to nap... what else was seminary good for) who told me at those moments i was seeing through the veil. Thinking about it now kind of makes me mad, because its like saying God allowed me a glimpse of the plan and then said "now back to desperation, depression and confusion for you"! Maybe he is just up there laughing.
5.) Be working out at the gym and look over that the "cardio cinema" flat screen tvs and see a baby being born. Full on shot of the didgeri-don't and everything. I was slightly/completely horrified. This probably doesn't happen to everybody... mostly only to me, today, at the gym.
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