Have you forgotten...

that you are also a small segment of a larger society that has asked for "special rights"?

that you also have asked the society readjust is moral standings to include what you think is right or wrong?

that you were once persecuted for what you believed to be true?

that you were beat, spat upon and tortured for what you believed to be true?

that you also searched for acceptance and found none?

that you are also called sinner, liar and of the devil?

that he said "love everybody"?

the face of your fathers?

Things that I miss about Mountian America
1.) Clear job expectations
2.) Enough work that my plate was full/ I was overwhelmed at times.
3.) Clear and constant communication on my progress from my boss.
4.) Training.
5.) Feeling like a valued team member.

Today my mood is frustrated... and a bit sad. I need to have a talk with myself and figure out what I really want... and am I doing that. If I don't want what I've got... its time for a change.

Things I want, preferably as soon as possible.

1.)

2.) Both seasons of the T.V. show Savannah to come out on DVD

3.) For the date to be October 24th, 2009

4.) To go to dinner with Kimberly and her family

5.)

My favorite things for today, October 22nd

1.) 1/4 inch around my neck
2.) 1/2 inch around my shoulders
3.) 1/2 inch around my biceps
4.) 1/2 inch around my hips/butt
5.) 1/2 inch around my thighs
6.) 1/4 inch around my calves
7.) 7.5% body fat
8.) Adding four pounds of muscle

Thats right, it was measurement day and I had progress, BITCHES! Hells yes!! Ima getting bigger!!!

An open letter to certain readers

A Workers Compensation claim requires substantiation from a doctors note. No doctors note, no get out of work free card. Catch my drift?

My favorite things for today
1.) Beautifully swollen muscles.

2.) Sticking to the life style change for one full year. Weight lost and stayed lost, work-out every day (mostly) and eat better!!!! I even made it through the mother of all darkness basically telling me that I need to quit working out because my priorities aren't in line. Really? My health and well-being should be second to work? hmmm... I hope she gains weight... I'm not bitter.

3.) Only two more Invisalign trays and then the process is over. Now on to teeth bleeching.

4.) This which was said in the locker room this morning. "It's Thursday? I've been thinking its Wednesday all day." This was said at 7:00 a.m. C'mon... Screw kids, it should be "Old people say the darnedest things."

5.) Jen... we'll probably have to stay friends for ever... she knows me too well.

My inspiration for working out left the gym early today. Le sigh!!! I'm also a bit discouraged because I know that measurement day is a-comin' and I'll have another day with no progress. I've been eating differently and working out harder (if thats possible) and I really will be upset if there is no progress. I think I can look at my body and see growth and see progress, but for some reason the pecs, biceps, thighs, shoulders and calves all get shy when the measuring tape comes out. Begs the question, do I only do this for aesthetics? Mostly, yes. I wanna look better then everybody else in the room. Regardless, though, I'll keep going and killing myself every morning with the hope that I might get bigger.

Unnecessary Force

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Upcoming events that I am excited about (in no particular order):

1.) Lego Batman and the Pie with Kara. Seriously, y'all... this girl is the funnest.

2.) Witches, Archibalds, Nativities, Gardner Village and doing all of that with one of my best friends, Jen. YAY!!!

3.) Thriller. Seriously, Bitches, You need to be gettin' tickets!!!!

4.) Coming home and finding my underwear shipments from Calvin Klien and Emporio Armani loving placed on my front porch.

Blogs are like Sharks

So, I'm reading in a book and it says:

Blogs are like Sharks

• A shark must keep moving or die
• A blog must be regularly updated or it too will die

So, I think this/my blog is on its last legs. The key, I guess, is to be consistent. Hmmm... Consistency makes my brain feel ouchy.