My list of things which perplex me.

1.) It has been brought to my attention, A LOT lately, that I am unapproachable. Or, that I give off an unapproachable attitude. Even when I'm trying to be all nice and approachable. This Sunday, I made a big attempt to appear NICE and APPROACHABLE and apparently, by someone who witnessed said attempt, I failed miserably.

2.)Is this true? Do I really put off an unapproachable vibe?? Really?

3.) I always find myself wonderfully charming and funny. How is it possible that other people do not see that? Michael says I give off the vibe on purpose. That I knowingly put it out there that I am not approachable. Does that mean I get some level of satisfaction appearing unapproachable to people?

4.) How many people see through my bullshit?

5.) Is it important for me to appear unapproachable to people? Could I let that go?

My list sad things.

1.) One year ago right now we were on the cruise. It was wonderful and a fantastic adventure. Im sad that it was a year ago. Good news, we are planning a cruise to Alaska. Well, correction... I am planning the cruise to Alaska... he is just invited to come along.

2.) Measurements today. Ugggeth. Taking a month off really set me back a bit.

3.) Still a wee bit sad. Im slowly getting back to me. The good news is I know how to get back to me... in fact... an even better me. I just seems like such a long process.

4.) "Speaking your truth" sometimes is a lot harder than one would think.

My list of stuff I am excited about

1.) My last day of this all day training nonsense.

2.) A story I heard today that shows me that there is still good left in this world.

3.) My upcoming Alaskan Cruise. I haven't really booked it yet... but I know I am going some time next year.

4.) My new outlook on life. Its all about speaking your truth.

5.) A really good Tarot Reading last night. Thanks Aspen.

My list of good things

1.) Going to see Thriller. Hello Mummy. How are you today? All is well. Good to hear. Can I just take a bite out of your ass? Thanks.

2.) Having a good and emotionally freeing weekend. Catharsis is fun.

3.) Knowing that we've had years and years to change and grow up and mature... things will NEVER change between Aspen and I. 

4.) The book The Passage. I done like it, ya'll.

My list of things for which I am thankful.

1.) Being a friend of Margaret Ruth. This is a wonderful woman and spiritual guide. Everyone should be so lucky to have a spiritual guide like her.

2.) The first chapter in Margaret Ruth's new book. One thought in that book unraveled a whole mess of stuff for me. One easy squeezy thought that makes my world so much easier.

3.) Hot coffee.

4.) Finally being finished with a big mess of a goal I was working on. I completed it yesterday morning and thought "Yay.  Now what?"

5.) The Kenneth Cole Grommett collection.

A list of my favorite things


1.) Just a Guy by BC Jean. Fantastic. Love it.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=So7yMzzMreg

2.) Modern Family on ABC. Seriously, this show be some funny shit. The funniest I've seen in a long time. I love it. LOVE IT.

3.) Jesse Tyler Ferguson. Love his character on Modern Family... plus I think he is kind of SEXY.



4.) And speaking of SEXY







Hello Tom Ford. Do you need me for anything... like to be your boyfriend. Because I'll do it. I am available if you need me.

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My list of my favorite things about this season


1.) The chill in the air. I don't know why... but I always like it when the air gets that first chill in it. Where it is ok to go home, put on some pajama bottoms and a sweat shirt, grab a blanket (a purple afghan, if you will) and spend your night reading.

2.) Pumpkin Spice Lattes make a come back. Not that I drink them, but if I did... I would be in heaven.

3.) A month or so away from the flannel sheets going back on the bed. A little known fact about me... I like sleeping with weight on me. The heavier the better. So... thin little cotton sheets from the summer don't cut it. Flannel sheets, a comforter, a duvet and a quilt to get me through the winter nights.... all of that on me... HEAVEN.

4.) Jacket season. I love my jackets.

5.) Stephen King always releases in the fall.

My theme song... for right now:

1.) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2ACiLJ-AGK8