My list of things I want to do this weekend.

1.) Go some place delicious for dinner. Any suggestions. I want something yummy... other than that... I'm open.

2.) Go see Clash of the Titans. I know, I've heard its shit, but I feel as though I should be seeing some movie... and this is the one I've picked.

3.) Watch atleast one episode of Lost. As far as I know the series is ending... or is over... but I better get on it.

4.) Watch Run Lola Run in german with subtitles.

5.) Get sloppy drunk. Didn't happen last weekend... I think its going to happen this weekend.

My list of movies I love, that you should watch.




1.) Run Lola Run. Its in German with subtitles... but it will not even know it because you will just get caught up in... well... Lola running. You'll love it.

2.) Kinky Boots. Those that have seen it (I'm looking at you, Mike) love it. Its fantastic and funny and it always makes me feel good when I watch it.

3.) Momento. This one will blow your crazy mind. Its told backward. Its fantastic.

4.) Kill Bill(s). I have a special place in my heart for both of these. They may not be your cup of tea... but you should see them anyway.

5.) The Usual Suspects. Not your classic who dun it... but close...and wonderful.

My list of things that irritate

1.) Crazy-assed mixed messages. I just don't get it... and i'm too damn old to try to figure it out. STOP IT.

2.) Shoes that hurt my feet. They done be pretty pretty shoes... but they hurt.

3.) Feeling like I was just told my job is threatened.

4.) Having to verify my income. How ridiculous is this? Really... why don't you just take a closer look at my credit score and tell me again you need to verify my income. Uggg. I don't even get a check stub.... Ima have to print one out.

5.) Being in debt. Totally Uggg-eth.

My list of things for which I am grateful.

1.) Nikki Fielding being on my team at work. Girl done makes me laugh laugh laugh. With the wife so busy, its been kind of fun to get to know Nikki a bit more.

2.) Isaac being on my team. I think he is just as mean spirited, jaded, and unhappy as I, but he is also as dedicated to turning out a quality work product as I.

3.) That MyChart is finally rolling forward.

4.) That I will be in bed in 10 minutes.

5.) That I can feel her, quietly whispering, "C'mon home, dear heart."

My list of my favorite things about the concert.

1.) A big ticket mix-up and getting moved to probably some of the best seats in the house.  It was wonderful.

 2.) The drummer from Cavo. I cannot find a good picture of him... but whoa... I couldn't take my eyes off him.

3.) Jason Wade. The lead singer of Lifehouse. I'm just gonna say it... because its my list... I find Jason Wade sexy.

I've enjoyed Lifehouse's music since they were first on the scene... and it was fun to see them in concert again. And Jason... f'reals.

4.)

This, ladies and gentlemen... and flamboyant gentlemen... This.  If this isn't sex on a stick, Chick-a-dees, then I don't know what is.  Seriously, I wanna do real bad things with him. I enjoyed his butt the whole time he was on Idol... and the butt did not disappoint at the concert last night. Devine!!!!

5.) Being with my sister.

My list of good things.

1.) Meeting/making a new friend. Now we all know that I don't make friends, point of fact, I don't need a lot of friends.  But, when I find a person that I like, its nice to make a friend.

2.) Getting my new laptop. Its just a work laptop, but my last laptop was such a gigantic piece of shit that tis nice to have one that works and is speedy and looks pretty.

3.)The Madonna episode. This was fantastic. Fantastic I tells you.

4.) Seeing a person I went to elementary school with and having her tell me "I remember you because of your eyes... and your butt." Nice... and kind of stalkerish.

My list of good things.

1.) Kara remembering that I love me some Eric Northman.




I realize, of course, that this is Eric's face and not Eric's body... but its nice that Kara remembered all the same.

2.) Realizing that something is going to be a lot cheaper than I initially expected.

3.) The end of my stint at the employee forums. I like serving on the committee... but I also enjoy when they are over.

4.) Less than three months until I can get some new shoes. I love the shoes I have now... but they hurt my feet. Only three more months until new ones have I.

My list things I collect.

1.) Jessica Rabbit memorabilia. What started off as pins has turned into other things. I enjoy them all. I enjoy Jessica.

2.) Gnomes. Really, this is a shared collection... and I've not collected any more since the colony had to split... but I do have gnomes.

3.) Underwear. I do so love to buy new underwear. I really don't know why... but I love it.

4.) 7-11 Coffee Cups. I have quite the collection on my desk right now. I'm going to start throwing them away... some day.

5.) San Francisco airplane ticket stubs. Another one is coming to the collection soon.

My list of things that have annoyed me today.

1.) Having to get up at 5:30 a.m. and leave him behind. He was so warm and he felt so good snuggled up next to me. He looked so peaceful as I stumbled about... trying to get ready to go take on the day.

2.) Parents who let their toddler "push the button" or open the door or anything that they are obviously to young to do. I really, REALLY don't want to spend any more time then I have to waiting for your kid to figure out what button to push. And, in his quest to hit the correct floor he ends up hitting 17 other floors that I don't want to stop at. P.S., its not funny, it bugs me. I do not accept your apology. Oh and guess what, your kid is also to young to hold that door open. That door is heavy... your kid is 3 and you have inconvenienced me. Stop it. Why don't you just go ahead and put that kid to work churning out some knock of Rebocks or Louis Vuitton wallets. Your kid is about the right age for that.

3.) Poor planning. I think the planning was poor. I think it was a fail.

4.) I still have no coffee creamer. Yes, I realize, I need to go to the store and buy some. But, I just don't wanna... and for the time being, Chick-a-dees, Ima just bitch about it that I have no creamer and we are going to leave it at that. Thank you very much.

5.) Esther, in all her glory, is yelling at me lately. I feel like she is kind of taking over my life. Esther likes easter candy... and boy oh boy, I have a lot of it around. Damn you Esther, Damn you!!!!

My list of things that have made me sad today.

1.) Finding out that Kings of Leon will be in town... on my birthday no less. I, though, will be home and unable to attend.

2.) The Sarah McLachlan concert. Thinking about missing Kings of Leon has reminded of the Sarah McLachlan concert when she was here on my birthday. This is probably one of the best birthday's I've had... for many reasons... Sarah being in town as one of them. I don't know why thinking about that is making me sad... I think it might be the thought of missed opportunities and good times long past.

I should also point out that, a while ago, I had a list about women I find sexy and just down right attractive... Sarah was left of the list. I would think she probably tops it.

3.)
For some reason this photo, although I find it stunning, is making me sad. One day, I tell myself. One day it will happen.

My list of things that I want.

1.)


Enough said. ALL of it. Now. Let your imaginations run with that for a second and see if you can figure out what I am talking about. Tis probably not what you think.

2.) For it to be May 25th. I know it will get here eventually... but waiting for the date to come is murder. And, there is so much to do between then and now... and I am on brain overload. I just want the date to come so that I may stop stressing.

3.) A group to run with. This is what I really need. A group. It must be a good group.

4.) That bag full of Easter candy I have sitting on my buffet. Its there, I know its there... I know all of that chocolate is calling to me... screaming at me to just come have one piece. Just one. And yet, just one would be all it takes.

My list of things I miss.

1.) Playing. As a kid I played. Outside, inside, make believe... just all of it. Playing as a kid and the simple joy that came from it. Age takes that and I miss it. It was fun.Santa and the Easter bunny and the like. All of it was fun and I had fun as a kid... I miss that.

2.) Buffy. The T.V. series... and the car.

3.) How I felt on the day I got married.

4.) Her... always her.

5.) Him... always him.

My list of interesting things I've learned.

1.) Eddie is 21. I always thought he was older. I love Eddie. Out of all of it... the first time we meet Eddie is my favorite.

2.) Now that I work in Health Care, I recognize when I am receiving poor healthcare. Much like I would notice when I received poor customer service.... now I can see when I am receiving poor healthcare service.

3.) There is a difference between eating healthy food and eating food that is low in calories and fat. Its all about what you fuel your body with. Its all really hard to judge.

4.) I am a fragile peach. Wanna take a bite, Mike?

5.) Being me... being the best me I can be and not apologizing for it, is really REALLY hard.

My list of things I am doing this weekend

1.) Dinner at Chuck-a-Rama. I know I know... but its with his family and I didn't pick it... I just have to go.

2.) Dinner at Braza Grille. I did pick this. I'm excited. I enjoy the Braza Grille... specifically, I enjoy these little cheesey rolls they have. Yummmmmmmm.

3.) Get over this headache thats been plaguing me for the past three days. This headache could be due to MyChart... but Ima struggling with it.

4.) I shall finish up The Gunslinger. My friend Roland, how I love to be in your world again.

5.) Ice cream... at Leatherbys... with my family. I done be excited, Chick-a-dees.